Walls
Ive built walls around myself. A strong but simple fortress of four walls. Theyve weathered brutal assaults, hurricanes of emotion painstakingly sorting the waters of mine and foreign emotions, and keeping them separate. Now one by one, theyre being torn down.
It all started as a normal day at work. My office was blissfully silent, its four walls mirroring my own. Form after form is skimmed, filled out, tossed aside. Numbers, names, data, Im only paid to analyze them. I barely glance at the names as I review employee evaluations. Thats someone elses concern; Im not responsible for break
The Things That Make You Tick by VerisimilarLies, literature
Literature
The Things That Make You Tick
I don't know you very well
But dearie I can tell
The things that make you tick
The things that make you sick
I can see the fear that lingers in your eyes
Yes, I can see straight through your disguise
I know you're hiding from yourself
You put your true feelings on a shelf
So that you can never reach
The confidence you preach
It's the only book you're scared to read
Another lesson you won't heed
While I may be short in stature, in spirit I am tall
I reached you book and read it all
And I laughed and I cried
In the end I promise no one died
But now I find I must concede
That it is a play you yourself must read
Falling, falling
Always falling
Dancing, swirling
Swiftly, smoothly
But falling, falling
Always falling
Until you hit the ground.
Soaring, soaring
Never soaring
Trying, failing
Jumping, reaching
But falling, falling
Never soaring
Although you spread your wings.
Calling, calling
Always calling
Pulling, pushing
Yelling, screaming
Your fear is calling
Always calling
Soon you will be silent.
Coming, coming
Quickly coming
Slinking, lying
Polluting, dying
And coming, coming
The end is coming
The time when all is void.
Good intentions
Great expectations
Theyll all crumble down one day
I wont be held up to your gold standard
Dont you know youve got nothing to back it?
Even the pennies are pretending
But zincs more reactive anyway
Maybe things are better now
Things always seem to change
Its a physical state
With chemical make-up
Everyone just wants to be happy
For some twos a party
Eights a noble crowd
Everyone gets excited sometimes
But you only see them when they fall back down
Its extensive
How intensive life can be
Right under my nose
And a thousand miles away
Your smile lights up someone else's life
Why do we always chase
What we can never have?
(We chase it away)
This is my curse
Watching you from the window
I swear your eyes met mine
But she stands beyond the tinted glass
Why can we only see
Those who are blind to us?
(Were blind to their flaws)
This is my curse
When I cried those silent tears
You flashed a look of sympathy
In the wrong direction
Why are those we most want to hear us
The most deaf?
(We dont make enough noise)
This is my curse
My heart is too precious
To let you stop its beating
So let it beat alone
Color fades
in the heat and the light.
Bleached.
A woman rubs on lotion,
mixed with rusty red.
On go the cracked
sunglasses as she heads for shade.
But the trees - dying and drowning in
thirst - arent casting.
Burned.
A child pauses as he walks past
his old, run-down school.
Alas! the doors are locked.
The School Board called a string of
Sun-days
ever since the heat wave began
to burn.
Abandoned.
Teacher!
he cries.
Whyd they let the ozone
crack? Cant they see that were
dying
and drowning in thirst?
And that in the heat and the light were
fading away?
Unanswered.
Its been how long now, a year?
Since I shed that final tear
And I find it kind of funny that you still care;
Talking behind my back wont get you anywhere.
We had our chance; it came to an end.
Over time, hearts will mend,
But with the scar tissue that forms
Sometimes the person transforms.
Theres nothing left of you and me;
Why cant you just let it be?
I hear you knocking on my door;
Locking it is such a chore.
You should just stay away, knock on wood.
Ive learned what lessons from you I could.
Theres no more room to let you in;
Just let go of what has been.
Go and drive away once more
It's broken
but you can't see it.
It's been replaced,
but you can't tell.
But tell me,
is the pain still there?
A melancholy state you just can't shake off;
a cry on the tip of your tongue?
Are you bleeding on the inside
from some invisible wound?
If you can's see
and you don't know
and you don't feel
the truth
can it still hurt you?
You weren't a witness
to the crime.
You don't know it was me.
You've given no signs of noticing
or caring.
But tell me,
does the sight of me suddenly disgust you?
Do you have an urge
to scream and run away?
Does your stomach contort,
knotting and burning,
begging to empty its contents?
we were cutting it close but not close enough
close encounters?
bit off too little to chew
i would have jumped in with the sharks
if id only knew
hello mr. toothy!
all smiles, bright and flashy
smooth covering rough
'oh what big teeth you have!'
'all the better to dazzle you with, my dear
flatter and adore you
and then rip you to shreds'
i would have jumped right in
if only id knew
we were so close and yet so far
close enough to calculate the dive?
not quite
close enough to calculate
we always were
the screen of glass was cracking
with the intensity of our stares
the stars burned wit
we were cutting it close but not close enough
close encounters?
bit off too little to chew
i would have jumped in with the sharks
if id only knew
hello mr. toothy!
all smiles, bright and flashy
smooth covering rough
'oh what big teeth you have!'
'all the better to dazzle you with, my dear
flatter and adore you
and then rip you to shreds'
i would have jumped right in
if only id knew
we were so close and yet so far
close enough to calculate the dive?
not quite
close enough to calculate
we always were
the screen of glass was cracking
with the intensity of our stares
the stars burned wit
It's broken
but you can't see it.
It's been replaced,
but you can't tell.
But tell me,
is the pain still there?
A melancholy state you just can't shake off;
a cry on the tip of your tongue?
Are you bleeding on the inside
from some invisible wound?
If you can's see
and you don't know
and you don't feel
the truth
can it still hurt you?
You weren't a witness
to the crime.
You don't know it was me.
You've given no signs of noticing
or caring.
But tell me,
does the sight of me suddenly disgust you?
Do you have an urge
to scream and run away?
Does your stomach contort,
knotting and burning,
begging to empty its contents?
Its been how long now, a year?
Since I shed that final tear
And I find it kind of funny that you still care;
Talking behind my back wont get you anywhere.
We had our chance; it came to an end.
Over time, hearts will mend,
But with the scar tissue that forms
Sometimes the person transforms.
Theres nothing left of you and me;
Why cant you just let it be?
I hear you knocking on my door;
Locking it is such a chore.
You should just stay away, knock on wood.
Ive learned what lessons from you I could.
Theres no more room to let you in;
Just let go of what has been.
Go and drive away once more
Color fades
in the heat and the light.
Bleached.
A woman rubs on lotion,
mixed with rusty red.
On go the cracked
sunglasses as she heads for shade.
But the trees - dying and drowning in
thirst - arent casting.
Burned.
A child pauses as he walks past
his old, run-down school.
Alas! the doors are locked.
The School Board called a string of
Sun-days
ever since the heat wave began
to burn.
Abandoned.
Teacher!
he cries.
Whyd they let the ozone
crack? Cant they see that were
dying
and drowning in thirst?
And that in the heat and the light were
fading away?
Unanswered.
Right under my nose
And a thousand miles away
Your smile lights up someone else's life
Why do we always chase
What we can never have?
(We chase it away)
This is my curse
Watching you from the window
I swear your eyes met mine
But she stands beyond the tinted glass
Why can we only see
Those who are blind to us?
(Were blind to their flaws)
This is my curse
When I cried those silent tears
You flashed a look of sympathy
In the wrong direction
Why are those we most want to hear us
The most deaf?
(We dont make enough noise)
This is my curse
My heart is too precious
To let you stop its beating
So let it beat alone
Good intentions
Great expectations
Theyll all crumble down one day
I wont be held up to your gold standard
Dont you know youve got nothing to back it?
Even the pennies are pretending
But zincs more reactive anyway
Maybe things are better now
Things always seem to change
Its a physical state
With chemical make-up
Everyone just wants to be happy
For some twos a party
Eights a noble crowd
Everyone gets excited sometimes
But you only see them when they fall back down
Its extensive
How intensive life can be
Falling, falling
Always falling
Dancing, swirling
Swiftly, smoothly
But falling, falling
Always falling
Until you hit the ground.
Soaring, soaring
Never soaring
Trying, failing
Jumping, reaching
But falling, falling
Never soaring
Although you spread your wings.
Calling, calling
Always calling
Pulling, pushing
Yelling, screaming
Your fear is calling
Always calling
Soon you will be silent.
Coming, coming
Quickly coming
Slinking, lying
Polluting, dying
And coming, coming
The end is coming
The time when all is void.
The Things That Make You Tick by VerisimilarLies, literature
Literature
The Things That Make You Tick
I don't know you very well
But dearie I can tell
The things that make you tick
The things that make you sick
I can see the fear that lingers in your eyes
Yes, I can see straight through your disguise
I know you're hiding from yourself
You put your true feelings on a shelf
So that you can never reach
The confidence you preach
It's the only book you're scared to read
Another lesson you won't heed
While I may be short in stature, in spirit I am tall
I reached you book and read it all
And I laughed and I cried
In the end I promise no one died
But now I find I must concede
That it is a play you yourself must read
Walls
Ive built walls around myself. A strong but simple fortress of four walls. Theyve weathered brutal assaults, hurricanes of emotion painstakingly sorting the waters of mine and foreign emotions, and keeping them separate. Now one by one, theyre being torn down.
It all started as a normal day at work. My office was blissfully silent, its four walls mirroring my own. Form after form is skimmed, filled out, tossed aside. Numbers, names, data, Im only paid to analyze them. I barely glance at the names as I review employee evaluations. Thats someone elses concern; Im not responsible for break
I just wanted to apologize for not being on much. I only really got an account cuz one of my friends told me to. And don't get me wrong, it seems like an amazing community! But - either because I'm afraid of letting myself become obsessed with it, or because I can only really offer poetry and I'm shy and thus find myself not interacting and not becoming attached that easily - I don't tend to visit here often. So my point is I'm sorry if I don't seem very talkative or supportive or anything. I'm here, I'll prolly look at your work eventually and admire it greatly, but I may do it more quietly, with just a favorite or something as opposed to a